Are you alive
Is there a young woman hiding inside
Does she know that we’re trying to help her
Is she totally frozen with fear
If you let her come out for a day
She might even like it and stay
But it’s gonna take you to invite her
Coz you seem so determined to spite her
Today, I’m afraid of yesterday.
Tomorrow, I’ll [...]

I drew a spider today. It has 6 legs and 2 feelers.
I’m losing it, till friday (:

So many stormy nights
So many wrongs or rights
Neither could change their headstrong ways
And in a lover’s rage
they tore another page
The fighting is worth the love they save
3101 down ! 2215, 2216, 3214 to come. I sat behind a dean’s lister for my paper today. I hope he had some genius germs around him that has [...]

Emotional breakdown.
I do not practise what I preach. School has been sucking me dry socially, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. My life seemed to be centred around my grades. B minus for two essays filled my entire soul with anxiety and fear about the upcoming exams.
“It’s just a paper with a grade on it, it doesn’t [...]

When I start to shop compulsively, it’s a physical manifestation that I’m psychologically and emotionally stressed. Reading SC 3101 Social Thought and theory blew my mind, yearhhhh in a wow way. Like wow, what the heck am I reading?
That said, I bought a bubblegum pop limegreen casio watch, a U back LBD and vintage flowery [...]

In the midst of my anxiety about the upcoming exams, I read my notes and I wanted to give up. I took an hour trying to comprehend one set of readings (fyi, not even one week) and still, it was futile.
Then the song on my itunes caught my attention.
Give it all Away – Aaron Shust
Search [...]

 

Yes / No?

(: The sweet surprise. 3 macarons today turned my frown around.

I want to go to Grand Cayman and do everything beside the clear blue waters and most importantly, DIVE ! I want to learn free diving, and swim like a dolphin. I want to jump into the clear blue waters nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Damn the science paper tomorrow. I’m not exactly interested in the sky, I’m obsessed [...]

URHGXZATAHAGSJHJAKAOAH MOOOOOMMMMMNOOOOOMBOOOOO Utrecht University rejected my core module, no way to appeal. And for the other two core modules, they said they have to review my score once again and if it’s acceptable by them I have to do a freaking assignment on the 18 nov and hand in just before my first paper in [...]