I just woke up — 11.30am I have a Math Paper tomorrow but I’m in a frenzy over Geography on Monday. I am so tired and my legs are aching from walking home this morning at 3am. But I’m a happy girl because I played with swings yesterday at 2am and there were so many Stars last night, beautiful. Oh yes, A levels kicked out badly. GP was disgusting, even though it was an environment essay, it was a rather bad one. And the comprehension, Asian author |: who cannot write properly.
Thinking is detrimental for me and those around me. Thinking makes me dig very deep inside to find out what i really want and don’t want. I think about the worst case scenario is and attempt to prepare myself when the more unwanted strikes. Learning to deal with it now will help me to build a wall around me to shelter me from what might potentially happen.
I’m so deep in thought right now that if the worst were to happen i might not take it too well. but for now I’m appreciative of what I have.
