In Your Hands
I’m so secure
You’re here with me,
You stay the same
Your love remains,
Here in my heart.
So close I believe,
You’re holding me now
In Your hands I belong
You’ll never let me go
 So close I believe
You’re holding me now
In your hands I belong,
You’ll never let me go.
 You gave Your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed [...]

JUAT LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY.I’M GOING TO THE OFF MY PHONE, GO OUT OF THE HOUSE.DO SELF REFLECTION, TALK TO MYSELF UNTIL I SEE HOPE.

If you are going to complain about me complaining too much, you jolly well close this window and never ever come to me blog again alright.  
What’s wrong with the school ? I shouldn’t have studied for Prelims you know. It’s not like one subject, it’s everything. This stupid psycho demoralizing strategy by the school [...]

 Happy birthday GRANDPA (:(:(:

Post-prelims

we humans are a discontent lot, je pense.
see the laundry in the machine. it goes round and round.
see your reflection in the glass you are a great sad clown.
hello mister. hello miss. where are you off to now?
may i join you on your way into the great abyss?
i wont say [...]

Nowhere and it’s now
You took a ten-minute dream in the passengers seat/ While the world it was flying by/ I haven’t been gone very long/ But it feels like a lifetime I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look into your eyes. I gotta find a way out, there must be a way [...]

L for Gerah the Loserrrrrrrrrrrr ):<
Who did a 25marks essay which was bound to fail
And she didn’t realize that she actually can do well for question three
Now she’s gonna get a rotten mark for econs and the depression cycle will start all over again
Say Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, with your hands up in the air
Say loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. 

Hello. I am very very very grumpy. I am as fat as an elephant now. My fats are bursting out of my clothes. Pre prelims made me eat like a buffalo. I have 7 meals a day and I eat Cheese Prata for supper at like 2am. My breakfast consists of cheesecake and ice cream. [...]

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

worry,thoughts,change
doubts,joy,laughter,pain
happiness,forgetfulness,sorrow,
jealousy,ambivalence,heartbreak,
irony,headache,tears
compromise,surrendering,winning
guessing,understanding,expecting
go figure.

Overnight cycling trip photos will be up after my prelims alright. (:
 ………

& I’ll offer this heart oh God, completely to you