WHAT CAN I DO

CREEP

I’ll fix my eyes on Jesus and nothing else.
Because 99% obedience is NO obedience at all.
I really have to thank God for strength even in times when I’m feeling,So weary. God loves happy people and I’m a happy child (: … Was just wondering what if, the expectations of mine failed again?Well, there is a foreboding [...]

BANG BANG YAY I DIED

when you don’t  know where to go, do you just follow the road that’s right in front of you? maybe it’s time to turn back. maybe it’s time to stop walking forward, because you’re not getting anywhere. THIS IS TERRIBLE.THIS IS HORRIBLE.I’M SO DISTRACTED. |:
I cabbed home right after service today to sleep. And now, I [...]

Shield Volcanoe, Hawaii

I NEED A BREAK. THUS, I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHERE I’M COMING FROM WHEN I EXCUSE MYSELF FROM SCHOOL. I’M BEING >PRODUCTIVE AT HOME, REALLY. MUCH MORE. I’M NOT GOING TO SEE A DOCTOR, WASTE MY TIME & MONEY FOR A MC. KICK ME OUT OF CLASS NEED BE. I NEED TO COMPLETE SO MANY [...]

Your glory never fades

 Pictures from National Day Celebration in school along with silly random photos of some of my classmates.  School’s like getting crazier each day in terms of the people. Like Rahuzen screaming my name across the block and hugging me in the middle of the crowd outside the auditorium. Then, Favian locking me outside class [...]

No OKs, No Whys

The past month has been frosty, so much to grapple with and contend against while doing at best how to sustain what I seek, which may not be what is right. The only real security is not in owning or possessing, not in demanding or expecting, not in hoping, even.  
I’m swamped by work, and [...]

A need to cry.

Masterplan

Maybe some things are better left unsaid,
Some things are better to be left unknown.
Ignorance is pure bliss.
I hate to admit, I am truly upset;
but hey, I deserve an explanation.

There is a silent countdown ticking away in my head, accompanying the growing list of everything & anything. if I hold my breath and close my eyes [...]